things i'm excited about in the future

although badtrip ako sa apartment, i'm still excited about a couple of things. i'm thinking of them right now that's why i decided to write about them. maybe sometime, i'll read this again and see whether i am finally doing them or i changed my mind on the way. :)

i am excited to be fit. i am excited to have my running shoes so that we (carlo and i) can work out together). this will also require his own pair. haha.

i am excited to learn how to cook and experiment. maybe sometimes follow recipe books and blogs. i am excited about grocery shopping for healthier food and eating them with carlo.

i am excited to have my own space (temporary or permanent) and be able to decorate it bit by bit. i'm gonna start with my room, office, living room, dining (if there's any) and then kitchen. hehe.

i am happy that even with all these crappy things happening and even though from time to time i feel alone and lonely, i find these thoughts in my mind and i can't wait to be there and experience them all. the thoughts are enough to make me smile.

worst roommate

this is why i never wanted to live with someone not really part of my family. yeah she's a relative but a different one. we're not close and there are a lot of things i hate about her. she is the worst roommate ever.

last night i prepared to go to bed at around 11pm. i had to get up again at 3am because i have work today. and because yesterday and today are philippine holidays she doesn't have to go to work. her boyfriend who is equally worse and insensitive stays with us for the holidays.

this is just one of the many complaints i have about them and her particularly. so i went to bed. they were watching something on his laptop. they were also using speakers. they didn't even turn the volume down. they were also talking and not being conscious of their voice volume too. most insensitive people!

i waited for minutes then hours. i got up when i couldn't take it any more. i was crying to myself already before that. i went down to get my earphones and went to the CR for a while. i went back up and they were still making sounds. NANANADYA ANG MGA POTA. i put on my earphones and listened to taylor swift's songs. i'd rather not sleep listening to songs that hear their freakin' voice. i fell asleep after a while. i'm not sure how long it took me to fall asleep.

i tried posting my feelings on facebook using my phone but apparently may error. badtrip.

before i left this morning, i unplugged the internet router and plugged it again. hopefully that would stop the downloading their doing. another thing, the laptop has been plugged since friday night! walang bunutan! GOOD LUCK NAMAN SA MERALCO BILL DIBA?

on the way to work i couldn't stop thinking of what to post on my facebook. when i finally got hold of my pc here in the office, i immediately posted the things that came to me not thinking twice. i have the right. i can say whatever i want.

i am paying half of the renst as well as the bills (for the internet, only a quarter pero as if naman nakakagamit ako madalas and as if naman ambilis nun, e lagi kaya sila nagdodownload) pero my things occupy only 10 % of the apartment. at pati yung mg gamit ko, sya din ang gumagamit. ANG KAPAL NG MUKA INILALABAS PA SA RACK YUNG SAPATOS KO PARA SA SAPATOS NYA! AKIN LAHAT NG LALAGYAN NG SHOES PERO AKO ANG NAWAWALAN NG SPACE.

ISA PA, NAPAKATANDA NA, LAGI PANG NAKA-MOMMY. ANG MOMMY NAMAN PANIWALANG PNIWALA. E DI KAYO TUMIRA KASAMA NUN!

siguro akal nila ang sosoyal nila and all, AMPANGET NAMAN NG BAHAY. WALA NAMAN NAGSASABI MAGANDA. feeling maporma, BADUY NAMAN. at isa pa, MARAMING HINDI NATUTUWA SA INYO.

i have to move out of that apartment soon. i can't wait.

definitely not staying

I'm sure, definitely. I'm not staying here long. I hope I can save much in such a short time left. There are really a lot of things going on in here. If I write all about them I would just end up looking like someone with endless complaints.

Rules are rules. Policies are policies. And everything should be written in the contract. Well I am a graduate and a board-passer of Nursing maybe that's why for me, everything should be written to be considered. And if it is written you shouldn't have to wait for someone to come-up to you and ask if it's the rule. If you're a manager, make sure you manage well or else find something you're good at. It's the same with whatever you do.

You know? I feel bad today because of you. So many things I hate about you.

another word from another stranger

It's Thursday and apparently still my favorite day. It has been since high school I think though I'm not sure why. Maybe because it makes me excited for the weekend (then why not Friday?) or maybe because as of now with my job I have not so much students on Thursdays. Anyway this is not why I write today. Haha.

So early this morning I got on the same jeepney with my coworker (someone I just met a while ago). When we got off and walk together to our office building I didn't expect we'd talk. I mean, people in this office don't always just talk specially if we don't know each other. And so she asked if my name is Alex and then when I confirmed that I am, she told me,"Ah, ikaw pala yun. Ang galing mo kasi." Yes, that's right! I couldn't believe it either. Haha. Well, that made my morning. Maybe also that's why I was nice and patient with my students today. Unlike yesterday when I was getting easily irritated all the time. I kept on explaining all day to my students and even to my boyfriend before I went to bed. I was so annoyed I cried and then I prayed that the next day I be better. And I am. God is so good. :)

I LOVE Thursdays! <3

when a stranger compliments

So I'm still here in our office, about to go home. Just making a quick post. I just couldn't resist writing about how i felt a while ago. Well, it wasn't a big deal but nevertheless it was nice.

I learned from my boyfriend that Otep, a guy that was my schoolmate in highschool (one of the popular guys, a CAT officer, cute too) told him that I'm cute. That's it. I felt a little kilig upon knowing that. Haha. He was/isn't my crush or whatsoever (though i wouldn't deny that he has the looks) but it was just a really nice feeling when someone compliments you whether directly or indirectly. Even better if that someone is one of those people you won't think would ever see you like that and even more tell your boyfriend about that.

Thanks Otep. We might not know each other personally but it's good to know you know me and you appreciate my looks (even just a little). You made my night.

pink house

top from Folded and Hung, jeans from OJ, belt and flats from Primadona, bracelet from Papemelroti, ring from Aldo

This was shot last Sunday at our house in Cavite before I went back to Manila. I had no one to take my pictures and I still have no tripod so I had to be resourceful. Had fun taking the pics though. :)

donuts and tongits

carl trying the glasses on. how cute is he?

adorbs!

bf and his pa-cute face. adorbs too! haha.

playing tongits with clarice (bf's baby sister) and bf

that's how organized we were. haha.

brought some donuts

Last Saturday I spent time with my bf's family. Went there bringing donuts. Haha. I spent the whole day there, eating donuts for breakfast, playing tongits and losing 60 pesos, playing what Carl called 8-8 with him, and having yum lunch (fried wrapped lumpiang gulay and tulya). Had fun. Though it was kinda tiring going home. We had to go back because I forgot to withdraw some cash. Forgetful much.